Sleep, pretty baby
I miss getting enough sleep. There are a lot of things that interfere with my sleep.... First off, have you seen the asshole that has half of my bed? Second, our new roommates live in the coldest room in the house. And since my stepson is one of them, I want him comfortable soooooo we heat the house to hellish levels. Hard to sleep when you have to be clothed and are ridiculously hot. Which is a problem for me regardless of the temperature because I am, of course, ridiculously hot... rawr (also delusions seem to be an issue). I'm not taking care of myself in other aspects of my life. I'm eating junk.... when I eat at all. No sleep. No good fuel. No happy. When will it all end? When I make it end. When I take the step to divorce his ass. I'm actually to the point where I don't care about staying in my own house. The house I love. I would rather be able to sleep and take care of myself in an impersonal apartment than suffer in that house.... I'm miserable. ...