Relationships are hard
Relationships with my children. Relationships with friends. Relationships with guys. This is hard. Christmas has me jacked up already and my kids are noticing the hard time I'm having. They're not really aware that I'm trying to date. Trying to... I met one guy... super nice, incredible chemistry. And not in a great place for mental health. So.. chemistry be damned... I can't date him. Then there's this other guy. Holy hell... so great. Still in a rough spot - kinda like me. My rough spots and his seemed to coincide one night and... he's not ready to date. So.. back to the drawing board. Or maybe give it a few months and just do my friend nights and lean on my friends for the physical (non-sexual) affection I crave. My friends will carry me. Maybe. Seriously though, chemistry is important and I thought we had it. Love your friends, C.D.