NANOWRIMO is becoming naNOWRImo

I'm not writing like I should.  I'm making no progress.
Every time I go to work on my writing, I get called away. I have to help with schoolwork.  I have to do everything.
I'm  already treated like a dick for working and driving. And now I'm treated like a dick for doing anything for myself.

I don't need this.

I need to be supported in my goals.
I need to be respected.
I need to be treated like I'm not the worst person alive for the mere fact of my existence.

Anyone want to go on a cruise with me? I won't bite (unless you ask me nicely), I sing in the shower (really well too!), and I don't hog the covers. Seriously, who's down?

(Echo echo echoooo)
Nobody?

Fine... y'all be that way
C.D.

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